seems like i'm not sure if i've been doing the right thing.
didn't know i wasn't supportive enough.
didn't know i could miss him so much i could cry.
didn't know i was suppose to get used to it.
didn't know growing up would have to pay for such a price.
didn't know i've to be so independent.
didn't know i couldn't express how i felt fully.
didn't know it could be so much pain.
didn't know loving could cause so much pain.