It was peaceful,

just when I thought everything I figured out had made sense,

it turned out the other way,

I seemed so silly.

Somethings I still stand firm with my opinions,

it's couldn't get through to the party how I think cos I couldn't figure out how to explain,

it's really an ugly truth to face,

I'm stronger to face it this time I felt,

I wish things could be simplier but it's no longer the same,

it's harsh reality I got to learn to face,

this time,

You really wake me up from my ideas,

no matter how beautiful things can be,

there's always a crack to be found.

It's especially hard to take it frm your love one,

a lesson learnt.