Saturday, December 12, 2009
♥; PRCP PRCP spells depression
1st week is over!
Orientation rules the whole week =D
Sister put me off on friday (ytd) when thurs was our first day at ward, so ....
ytd (fri) and today (sat) i'm oFF! how happy?
But i'm frigging sad cos sunday i'll be the only student going back =((((((
Depress depress... freaking hate the nervous feeling, it's like freaking uncomfortable.
I'm really fucking nervous inside,
what if i donot know this, do not know how to do tt, how will thy think?
arhhh...
Talking bout my 2 off days, WELL SPENT!
YTD evening met up with my boy for awhile before going ST REGIS hotel for a gathering
organised by my bestie marcus =D
It was so posh inside and simply comfortable!
I love the feelings, few close friends, simple food, nice music, great comfort and laughters =D
Jas and I stayed for the night, like so last min invitation by ah jun =D
It's my first time staying in Singapore hotel, it felt great.
Night stroll along the glitzy orchard road,
alittle tipsy on white wine, actually a little sleepy instead lol!
we each took turns to have bubble bath till midnight and had pillow chat before sleeping.
it's been so so so long since i did that with friends and it really felt so comfortable =D
It would be great to have a birthday celebration in a hotel room with friends, cupcakes,
simple food, great music and pillow fight! hahaha~
Woke up this morning and had our cupcakes and tea,
everything seem so comfortable tt i dun feel like moving my butt out of that place,
had to go for rumba class at SnG at 1130am so ohwell, great still =)
Brought nth at all, no heels, no skirt and top for dancing.
Luckily rene rene have everything!
Borrowed clothes from her and extra heels from cheryl! Thanks babes!
Rumba choerography was done,
marina for lunch, felt tired and feverish.
SO GLAD tt i'm not having fever man!
It's only starting of PRCP, i cant fall sick!
Sighhh........................................
afternoon shift tml, really hate the feeling =(
WHy WHy WHy?
i still got to work after graduation as a nurse,
it's not that i dun like this career, just that i'm still not sure if it's something i wanna do for life.
It seemed like everytime attachment starts,
I always start to feel stress and depressed =(
Am i weird or something?
Anyway, i got to get over it and put on a big smile under those mask.
oh man oh man.........
i will survive!
Wednesday is the interview, i'll make it or break it?
BLESS ME.
Cant wait for PRCP to be over,
graduation trip tgth anyone?
Thailand? Taiwan?
But theres only one month holiday before most of them start wrk in april =(
Langkawi trip, i'm looking forward, anywhere else if it's with you i'll still be looking forward! =D
Labels: i wish i was dreaming... it's gonna be over soon.