Wednesday, June 06, 2007
♥; argghh~~ bad tomato days
SO many things had happened over the past few days~weeks~i've no time to blog everything out...Yesterday the conversation with ah jun turned out to be what it has always happen to be...whenever we talk about the pussy issue..things just get worst..haiss~really hope things will change better & we'll not lyk cos of this drift apart even more..today had a real tiring day & finially i've the time to get some rest right now..it's so saddening~after tt time Hazel(wrking pal) left..now?it's Clarese & Keith turn..i kinda dun wish to go to the airport to send them off..cos i dun like the feeling of departure..when we'vr actually had a great bonding..during the past 5 month plus~but on the other hand.i wanna send them off to see them 1 last time before they leave s'pore back to philipine for good~as time goes by i know it'll be cindy's turn soon..& new batch of philipine girls will come over for 6 months of attachmentit's a routine& it's something which is really rather 'irritating' ..ppl come tgth & get to be apart frm each other again~~hais..it's so stupid for things lyk this to happen..dumb dumb..& still we human beings have to carry on with the usual life..it's just life i guess~........................................????????I'm really not sure right nowI'm making my life really busyschool. 2 dance cca. work.I'm not sure if i could really manage but I dun wish to give up all thesefor school work.there's lot to be done & studyfor ballroom.thy're teaching fast & i'm trying to catch up trying to improve all the basic techniques & stufffor foreign body (hip hop ).trying to dance & express with own style.{still floating ard}trying hard to rmb steps fast & dance wit more confidence.for work. i enjoy wrking with my wrking pals & moreover they'r short handed right now.At times. I feel kinda stressful.2 different kinda dance2 different kinda style2 different kinda tempo2 different kinda steps & cheorography..it really feels so different frm secondary when i was in dance clubin the past i can sense the belongingover here hmm.. not really..the feeling is lyk floating in the airor maybe the time is still not right... =Owhen it comes to work?sometimes those nasty customers could just spoilt my mood in a split secondsometimes the stress that are intangiblewhen it comes to friends?hmm..haven really being in contact with my jiemei & hao peng you recentlyi guess cos i was too busy?(with everything)everyday i've some programme plannedwhich is compulsary to do..finally next week have 2 weeks of break!can jio jiemei & sec friends out le =Pthough after break hav so many presentations & test coming~must chiong ar~~with poly friends?hmm.guess the bond is alright but still need time ba.it isn't easy to become good friends anyway =)Gotta wake up at 5am tml~
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