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Monday, April 02, 2007

♥; simply dunno why!!

well..
i'v finally experience riding on a bike last night *vroom vroom*
thanks to someone..
who'v also made me look lyk a dumbo for one second. =_=

today went new IKEA with weiying
& the weather was so damn sunny
SUPER HOT lor..
i'm planning to decorate & paint my room soon
but still have no idea how i want it to be *thinking**thinking*

i want my ceiling to look lyk the sky at night with glittering stars*maybe only* haha
haven decide how to paint & what colour & everything..
i need some inspirations... haha
*come come inspiration please come to me *lolx
i'm crazy 0_0

went trim eyebrowns with my bitch too..
then head down to town & did some shopping
had an enjoyable day overall..

hmm...
msg ah er just now
i dunno wad happened to her/something is bothering her
just dunno how to help her.. =(
kinda upset bout wad she said.hais..
or did i said something wrong?

when i reached home
was telling my parents bout my other job (venture era company)
asking my mum to go down to just listen & understand what kinda job i'm doing only
& she simply said stuff lyk 'i dun wan' .'it's just a waste of time'.'so far'.'dun do tat job'.
i instantly reply her 'dun want lei. wo pian pian yao zou.'
just to go against her

mum: u won't suceed in that line wan.dun waste ur time
me: if u nv try how would you know
mum: dun need to try. can't succeed de.
me: u nv even try of cos cant suceed la..how would u know.
me: if this line can't suceed then y & how come so many ppl in tt company can do so well??
mum: *silence*
me: u dun even let me try how would u know?

den my dad says to mum tt "if she wanna try den let her try lo..see her face so sad liao"
i simply just take my stuff & walk into my room
i'm just asking some GOLDEN & PRECIOUS time of theirs to come down the company to listen to what i'm working as..
not even introducing products to them & asking them to buy frm me la.
just for this.they'r not even willing to do so.
it's like what the fuck la. *sry for vulgarity*
i'm so tired of this shitty stuff.

how am i going to tell my mentor?
i can't possibly say tt my mum insisted not to listen
& most prob he'll just tell me to try again or smth.
cos the first thing i've to do is make appointment wit parents to let them understand wad i'm doing lo..
............
i know that my parents are not supportive of me doing tt job
even my kor lo.only just to make me happy act say he support me.
which is nt helping me.

haiya whatever.
so super f* up.
dun feel lyk talking to them.

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