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Sunday, April 01, 2007

♥;

some things are left UN-said
& even harder to express...
i wonder how i wonder why...
it's tempting
yet so difficult to be done

i deny
i avoid
i tried all ways & i succeed?
but is this what i really want?
i'm not sure of the feelings..
it's scary..

i miss those moments
those unexpected..
the 'just go for it' attitude
the surprises..
i admit i'm selfish to think this way =X

i need something to spice up my life
or maybe someone?

everyone is leading their own life..
i know it'll no longer be the same anymore...

it's only just now when i was in company shuttle bus back home
then things start to flash pass my brain
so many things tt i'v thought half way through w/o any solution..
no more phone calls frm friends anymore.
i feel so lonely
sometimes sms is just only too tiring
but on the other hand
there's no time for chit chat when everyone else is so busy

all the stuff running through my brain
kiling my brain cells =_=

just then i realised that colleges are different frm friends
colleges simply just work with you on same shift
& dun really contact / hang out after wrk...
they'r not consider real 'friends' after all??
are they?i'm not sure...

i'm in a dilema..
are ppl working just for their own personal aim & motives?
are ppl just making use of ppl ?
i seriously dunno..

some feelings are left unsaid & even harder to express

02:44