26/07/06

Finally the mid year is OVER!
hmm..went my parrot(shan) house today..haha.. =X
just started watching "tokyo juliet" & "magician of love"..taiwan dramas
both also quite nice ..

just having some kinda weird feeling in me recently..
i suddenly hav a feeling tt actually sometimes we just hav to accept reality..
which made it so hard and difficult..
the thoughts of friendship strike me..my friendship with peeps such as xinyi.
we were such great buddies in the past..but now...
though our friendship is getting better recently after what happened..
but i know tt it wouldn't be the same any more..
its complicated...

i suddenly realised tt my circle of friends is getting smaller & smaller..
maybe the problem lies with me for being too quiet and boring?
i myself dun even really lyk myself for who i am..
how i wish i can be different frm what i'm right now..
i know it's hard & impossible..
hmm..maybe just hav to accept the so call "reality"..
hais..forget it..

joevenn's birthday is coming..
jasmine's birthday is coming..
my bro's birthday is also coming..
gosh..i'm lyk so broke for now..must try to save $$ le..
july lyk so many ppl birthday la.any gtg for now.